Soulmates Forever!

My life motto : If its not right, its not wrong! Why now? haha well there are some changes.. yes yes... but hey! all for good huh? I always tell myself that theres nothing mysterious in this life than feelings. you dont know when you going to get angry,you dont know when are you going to be sad, fall in love or hatred. Oh and another thing, you cant even tell if the feelings that you are having right now, will last for the next 5 minutes. I am one lucky chicka! why? because i know that i cant beangry for more than a day! I tried but nah ah, why i dont know. I guess life is pretty short to be wasted on anger huh.

What do i feel now... let me feel... ah yes.. anxiety! Life been so nice, work, class, assignments, sleep, but now.. everything is going to change. July will be my final semester in my university. July 31 to be precisely. i wonder how i will feel when i leave the exam hall.. hmm i will try to note them down or record or something k. Geez.. really wondering what it gonna be.. the final day of my university life! Its been 5 long years since i am studying.. looooong time. After this..well.. not to say i dont have any plans.. thats bad.. but i cant really say what are they coz you know me.. now i say this and then opah! i tell that. haha so guess got to wait and see what i am gonna end up with. One more week to final exam and i am still chilling. Four subjects. Channel management, consumer behavior, strategic management and yes corporate finance. bleh. hey i know.. lets talk about my girlfrens. haha they gonna so kill me if they read this :P

i have 5 great frens. Namely, Felicia, Kay Yi, Cusy, Jessita and Michelle. Each of them has their own way to lead life. yes of course like everyone else. But we are totally different among each self. now i wont say we are in a group or the six stoogers or something. all are my good frens individually. some of them dont really know the others. Like Jessita never met any of them. And Michele never met cusy and vice versa. ok where were we.. ah different. yes..

Felicia is my guardian angel. haha yes she is. i known her since 7 years old. went to the same primary, secondary and even college. She is in Australia now, graduated and working as a .. err i get back to you later LOL. A girl with full of self confidence and status. She knows when to do or what to do according to the place and people she is with. If i can list down the people that made me for who i am now.. i think she will be the first in the list. Thanks gal!

Kay Yi.. haha kay yi kay yi.. what can i tell about her. AMBITOUS! Thats the word. Aggressive and motivated to achieve what she wants in her life. she can be the cutest, craziest and also the scariest. hahanever ever go near her when she is mad coz.. she is mad!! haha. we are frens since 13 years old. Not really close in high school huh gal.. she is the smartest in school and very competitive! She had done her management training in estonia, you guys should check out the pictures she sent me.. beautiful place.. and now successfully (is tat so?) working with Citibank as a platinum credit card executive.. so credit card anyone?

Cusy.. i call her the china doll. Origin from China and all the way from there came here to kill poor poor malaysian dudes. LOL She is gorgeous, beautiful and pretty.. u name it...Smart and brave enough to even conquer the world.. haha hehem ok maybe too much ...we were friends since i am 19 years old. I guess i am closest to her compare to others. We had gone through so many things in life. many.. haha dun worry i am not gonna tell all lol..but well.. i guess its for me who experience the moments with her.. i will appreciate each and every second! She has a dog name Mocha.. exact color as his name.such a cute fella. he used to stay with me when she went back to China. She just bought another puppy and we decided to name her MIKI. haha i love dogs! Cusy will return to China.. hmm by end of this year.. all of us were planning to go and visit her but wel its still planning.China anyone? :P

Jessita. My only indian friend! hahaha.. i also known her since i was 19 years old. ok how to tell this.. we actually entered the uni at the same time. studied together for 2 years until she stopped and decided to make some money. Very independent gal, and such a lovely lovely soul! i would say she is a family gal where family comes first before anything else. Just bought a little car for herself.. haha the first day itself we were so lost on the roads! She been through so many ups and downs in her life.. and what else i can wish but just for her happiness!

Michelle!! haha.. i got close to her when we were 16. it suppose to be a sweet sixteen but not for her. she stopped school and started to venture herself into the career life. Been to UK, paris.. cool huh. the last time i meet her .. she salsa!! haha she is really something. The michelle that i knew in high school is sooooo much different than the michelle that i know now. i saw a michelle who did not know what to do in life and miserable. But hey hey.. Look at our Michelle now.. such a confident and a successful gal! She had strived hard to achieve what she is having now. from her car to the happiness of her family. and i will say it again.. she salsa!! hahaha

As i said.. each and everyone of us are different.. this is just a brief intro of the angels in my life..all stored as sweet memories in my heart that i wish i could pour it our and share with the whole world!I thank God for giving me such a nice good soul mates and i wish our friendship will last forever.. :)

Internet

Internet is playing an important role in nowadays life. Yes.. business transactions been easier, life is cool. But the internet had also created another world of its own - cyber world!. People from all over the world are turning to the internet, chat rooms and websites to runaway from the realistic life. I myself had been in this cyber world and trust me.. before you know you are in it! Cyber.. everything turned into cyber.. cyber love, cyber sex and many others. There were all sort of people that i 'met' when i was in chat rooms. some were lonely, seeking for someone to just listen to their convo. some feel kinky and simply wana waste and spend their time, and some really looking for relationship. Sounds crazy? trust me it exist!I can say i was a 'cyber gal'... when i felt life is no more making me happy. its nice to talk out to people but not knowing who they are and it doenst matter even if they talk about you to others. And dont be surprise if you find your self loving and misssing a person you never even meet before! I have a friend and she used to be a very very lonely girl. very religion so its seldom you see her getting hooked up. All of us including her parents thought that she not gonna find anyone, but then there she goes attaching herself into this internet chat wold. she joined yahoo chat some time ago and meet this lovely man from a different country and surprisingly he is as the same character as her. haha. she took up the risk went all the way out of her country to meet him and guess what? yes, they got married!Well i am not saying that everyone gonna have the happily ever after ending but then its pretty weird where something like internet can actually create a cyber-ship.. a cyber relationship.

What is the value of life?

Do you know something? All of us.. yes.. you and me.. are just gonna live for once! Oh you know.. but dont be surprise coz there are so many souls out there that doesnt know this and never appreciated what life had given them! Sometimes i was wondering.. what with the murdering.. raping.. stealing and hurting each other.. what do people actually get from this? Every morning before i read the news.. i would pray that nothing bad happenned.. but till now, all i see is crimes all over the world and its getting scarier and unbelievably weirder from time to time.
We will never appreciate something...someone.. till we lose them. But then .. it will be too late to think back and all theres left are regrets. What actually you wana achieve in your life? what is it? tell me... people are keep on searching for the better and best but they dun realise that if they keep searching.. they gonna end up with nothing! Make the best out of wat u got. trust me.. u will not regret! No one is perfect. bullshit! Not you not even me.. If everybody is perfect... it will be bored! there wont be spice in life... Grab your loved ones.. never let them go. Get one.. be wih one! Tell them how you feel... tell them wat u want in your life.. speak out your heart... before its too late!